,,You smoked" ,,So what?"
,, Nothing, but it feels like that"
,,So what?" This is your last word
A cold answer, nothing more
I thought I know you, but I was wrong,
After I saw how many mistakes I have done.
I loved you and I still care for you,
But you always looked at me in a different view.
You didn't care how I felt, you dated another and other girl
Playing with them, being free, just like a bird.
But I don't care, cause it doesn't hurts anymore,
Seeing how you kiss and play with that whore.
Now, looking at you, leaving like that,
The same as you, my last answer is ,, So what?"
When I think of it I get upset. This is the last year that I will spend with my class and after that it's over...Hmm but the holydays are coming so we'll have a great time together..:) and in December is my birthday too:D It feels like time is suspended between autumn and winter. It's sad but somehow it gives me a homesickness.
I feel much better now. I can't believe that I write poems!!! But because of that sad experience with that boy, these themes are a little bit weird. Plus... when I saw " Unfaithful" the movie, I was very impressed, and I have so many ideas about how life really is.
At least I'm free. I don't love that guy anymore. I hate him. Now I'm gonna have a great summer because I'm not gonna think of him anymore and I will not miss him.